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Sunday, October 22, 2017

A Familiar Stranger



     Being the new kid on the block is never fun, unless you’re one of the Wahlbergs. I however am not. I am just Brandon Silvers. A 14 year old kid from Cincinnati, Ohio. My Mom passed away this summer from breast cancer, so I am now living with my Grandparents in Baltimore, Kentucky. Not a bad little town if you are into muddin’ and fishin’. I am interested in neither of those things.

One thing I do love though is basketball. I love everything about it. I love playing it. I love watching it. Hell, I even dream about it quite a bit. I was guaranteed a spot on the JV team back home, but now I will be lucky to make the Freshman team down here. Say what you want about Kentuckians, but these people LIVE AND BREATHE basketball. Ever wonder why Kentucky doesn’t have an NBA team? That’s because they have the UK Wildcats. Here in the Bluegrass state, UK basketball is larger than life. They also have the Louisville Cardinals, if you’re into that kind of thing.

So with that said, these kids are bred to hunt, fish, and shoot basketball. I definitely have my work cut out for me if I want to secure a spot on this team. According to my Grandpa and local media, the Baltimore Colonels have a pretty prestigious program. Ranked #2 in the state, behind the Hazard Navajos. Tryouts are a week away and I have been practicing every night for as long as I can. My Grandma usually has to call me in. I am my hardest critic. I put myself through hell when it comes to training. I am determined to make this team, no matter what.

Tryout day is here and I couldn’t be more nervous. Not that I am worried about how I will perform, but more about how I will be perceived by my teammates. School has been in session for about two months now, and I have yet to make a “friend.” I am naturally pretty quiet in most aspects of life, but I come out of my shell once I hit the hardwood. I was considered a leader on my teams in Ohio, but I had been playing with the same group of guys since grade school. I developed into that role over time. I earned the respect of those guys through hard work and effort on the court. These Baltimore guys don’t know me from Adam. We shall see how this goes.

Including myself, there were about 50 kids who showed up. The coach split us up into groups of 10 and had us run 5-on-5, full court. First team to 21 wins. My group was the third to play. I was pretty confident in my team. I hadn’t seen any of these kids play before, but we had a height advantage. This kid named Bo was in my grade and stood 6’9”. He would be playing center for us. We had a set of twins, Greg and Timmy Cole. Greg played the four spot and Timmy played point guard. I played shooting guard. The kid playing the third spot for us was named Alan Monroe. Funny thing about Alan is he looked so damn familiar. The whole time we were waiting to play, I would find myself looking at him as much as I could without being noticeable. I knew we had a couple of classes together, but the familiarity ran beyond that. I felt like I knew this kid from somewhere else. I just couldn’t quite put my finger on where.

Coach blew his whistle and called our group up. With our teams already decided, we were ready to ball. We won the jump and were on our way down the court. Timmy played point and brought the ball down court for us. For a short white kid, this guy had ball control abilities out of this world. He crossed over the opposing PG and lobbed up an alley oop to Bo for the dunk. Things were off to a great start and stayed that way. Alan and I hooked up for a few assists between the two of us. I scored 12 of our 23 points. I shot 2/2 from the 3, one of those being the game winning shot.

Coach seemed impressed with us. We as a team were thrilled with each other. We played a great game together. Tryouts came to a close, with Coach informing us that the rosters would be posted in locker room by the end of the week.

I was waiting outside for my Grandpa to pick me up when Alan approached me.

“Hey man, good shit out there today. You got seem to have a great feel for the game,” said Alan.

“Thanks man. Same goes for you. Your post game is pretty impressive.”

He smiled from the compliment.

“Thanks dude. I appreciate that.”

We stood in silence briefly, nodding at each other out of respect.

“Hey, so the guys and I were going to Shaker’s tonight to grab some food. Would you be down to join,” he asked.

Shaker’s was the local hang out spot for teenagers. It was a diner that served the best milkshakes and burgers around. The owner was also a huge supporter of Baltimore basketball.

“Sure man, sounds good,” I responded.

“Cool. So we will pick you up around 6 or so?”

“That works.”

We exchanged cell numbers. I texted him my address and we parted ways when my Grandpa arrived. I was so ecstatic. Things were finally starting to look up. Alan seemed cool as hell. I was looking forward to bonding with the guys that night. Especially since there was a chance we would be teammates soon.

Bo and Alan picked me up at 6:15 that evening. We went to Shaker’s as planned. The Cole twins met us there. Timmy also brought his girlfriend, so we made fun of him every chance we got. We landed a table by the window. I was the only one who needed to look at a menu. Bo took it upon himself to be the Shaker’s spokesperson, making recommendations left and right.

“So Brandon, what brings you to Baltimore,” asked Greg.

“My mom passed away back in June from breast cancer.”

There was a sympathetic silence.

“Damn man, that sucks,” said Alan, who was sitting to my right.

“Yeah, I miss her man. My Grandparents are pretty cool though. They have been super helpful through all this.”

“That’s what’s up man,” said Bo.

“Do you get to see your Dad at all,” asked Timmy.

“No. He passed away when I was 8.”

There was another sympathetic silence.

“My Dad passed away when I was 8 as well man,” said Alan.

“Oh yeah,” I replied.

“Yeah, I never knew him though. My Mom doesn’t talk about him much. I do have a picture of him holding me the day I was born, but that is it.”

“Yeah, mine was barely around either. He drove a truck, so we rarely saw him,” I said.
The conversation was put on hold as the waitress delivered our food. I settled on the BBQ Bacon Burger with a Chocolate shake. Alan had the same, except he opted for the Strawberry shake instead. The food definitely lived up to hype around town. We ate our food and left shortly after 9pm.

The following Wednesday came with a buzz surrounding it. Coach had announced on Tuesday that the rosters would be posted before the end of school Wednesday.He followed through on his promise. Alan and I decided to go look together at the end of the day. We arrived to a small crowd of guys eyeing the results. Some happy, some not. Once Alan and I made it to the front of the pack, we were pleased to see we both made the JV team. Not only did we make the lineup, we were listed as starters. Not bad for a couple of Freshman.

“Dude! Do you know what this means,” Alan asked.

“What’s that?”

“If we play well this year, our chance of making Varsity our sophomore years is hella strong.”

“Hell yeah man.”

“We need to start practicing ASAP. What are you doing tonight,” asked Alan.

“Well, I don’t have any homework, so I was just going to go home and practice on my game.”

“Perfect! You should just come to my house. You could join us for dinner.”

“Yeah, that should be fine. I just have to run it by my Grandparents first.”

“Sweet. Just text me and let me know what they say. If they say yes, I can talk my sister into  picking you up. She thinks you're cute so it shouldn’t be hard to convince her.”

“Make sure she knows I think the same.”

We both chuckled.

My Grandmother was initially hesitant about letting me loose on a school night, but they ultimately decided it was fine. I texted Alan the news. He and his sister Clarissa were at my house in no time. We arrived to Alan’s shortly before 4pm.  His Mom hadn’t got home from work yet. We went upstairs to change and get ready to hoop. Alan went to the bathroom first. I chilled in his room. He had some of the coolest posters I’d ever seen. Mostly sports icons such as Larry Bird, John Wall, DeMarcus Cousins, and Anthony Davis. Lots of UK Wildcats. As I am walking around his room, I noticed a picture on his dresser. It was of a man holding a baby, which I assumed to be a little Alan. I had seen the man in the picture before. In fact, I felt like I had seen the same picture before.

Alan walked into the room.

“The bathroom is all yours man,” said Alan.

“Hey Alan, are you the baby in this picture?”

“Yeah. That’s the picture I was telling you about with my Dad. It’s the only one I have.”

Chills rose up my back, causing the hairs on my neck to stand up as I weighed the possibilities in my mind.

“Alan...what was your Dad’s name?”

“James….why?”

I stood frozen in place. I felt like my eyes were playing tricks on me. How could it be that Alan’s Dad looked EXACTLY like my Dad and even had the same name.

“Your Dad’s last name was Monroe right,” I asked.

“No, I took my Mom’s last name. My Dad’s last name was….Silvers.”

We looked at each other in complete bewilderment.

“Alan...my Dad’s name was James Issac Silvers.”

“So was mine.”

We stood side by side, staring at the picture on his dresser. It all made sense now. No wonder he looked so familiar. I had been trying to figure it out since the day I met him. Now we knew the answer. He is a spitting image of our father.



Written By: Shawn Baker

Saturday, October 21, 2017

In Your Dreams



Her soft, ivory skin illuminated under the moonlight as she made her way up the hill. As I followed behind, I couldn’t seem to shake her scent. The smell of Coco Chanel invaded my nostrils. So strong, that I could damn near taste it. Everytime she turned her head and smiled at me, I felt free. A rush of excitement struck my body like a bolt of lightning. For a guy who rarely smiles, there was no way to not smile back at her. Truth be told, my face was beginning to hurt from it.

“Keep up Jerry! We are almost there,” she said.

“Here I come,” I repiled.

There she goes with another gorgeous smile. Here I go returning one back. I just met this girl, but I swear I am falling for her already.

As we approached the cabin at the top of hill, butterflies filled my stomach. My nerves were screaming. Don’t mess this up! Be cool! Chill man, chill.

I step onto the porch as she opens the door. She turns to me and once again flashes that gorgeous smile.

“Are you ready,” she asks.

It was as if my tongue had gone numb from excitement. My mouth would not respond. The words ‘hell yes’ were clear as day in my mind, but refused to be spoken. The silence lasted long enough for her to assume I was. She looked me in the eyes, smiling as if she could read my mind.

“Well come on then.”

She grabbed me by the hand and led me into the cabin. The interior was nothing like I expected. Based on the solitariness in which it was located, I was under the impression that it may be an abandoned property. Not the case at all. The place reeked of Pine Sol and not a spot of dust could be found. Flames crackled in the fireplace. A bottle of Chardonnay on ice, rested alongside two wine glasses on the coffee table near the fireplace. It was obvious that she had prepared for this encounter. I must say, I really liked her style.

We made our way to the sofa. We sat down and soaked up the warmth from the fire. I reached out for the wine when she grabbed my hand. We stared into each other’s eyes briefly before our lips connected magnetically. Our tongues brushed against each other’s while we passionately massaged each other’s backs. That led to her unzipping my pants, revealing a fully erect penis.  She placed her mouth on it and sucked it while I fingered her vagina. Before I knew it, my pants were off and she was mounting my lap. She lifted her nightgown up just a tad before sliding onto my shaft. She rode me ferociously. It took every random thought I could possibly think of to keep myself from coming too soon. I flipped her on her back and started thrusting inside of her. She placed her left hand on the back of my head in an attempt to bring it closer. She leaned in and whispered in my ear, “Glad you were able to make it, Jerry.”

“Jerry...Jerry...JERRY!”

I woke up to the sound of my girlfriend Eileen yelling at me.

“What Eileen?”

“Are you getting up?”

“What does it look like?”

“It looks like you overslept about a half hour.”

“Oh shit! Are you serious?”

I quickly sit up on the edge of the bed. The alarm clock reads 8:34 a.m.

“Damn it Eileen. How come you just now waking me up?”

“I was in the shower. You’re a grown man. I didn’t think I needed make sure you were up on time.”

“You know what Eileen? You better watch that dirty little mouth of yours before I fuck it.”

There is a brief silence, followed by us both laughing.

“You’re crazy Jerry,” said Eileen.

“I know, I know,” I replied.

Eileen went back into the master bathroom. I followed. She was standing in front of the sink brushing her teeth. I walked up behind her and wrapped my arms around her. I started to kiss her neck. She let out a soft, satisfactory moan.

“Jerry, you got to go to work.”

“I am already late babe. What difference is an extra 15 minutes gonna make?”
I continued to kiss her neck, working my way up to her right earlobe. I gave it a little nibble.

“Okay...but lets make it quick. My sister is waiting on me to take her to meet the wedding planner.”

“You got it babe,” I said.

A couple of weeks had went by and I slept dreamlessly every night. I would lie down each night with the hopes of running into my dream vixen. Never happened. Eileen and I have been together for almost two years now. We have had our ups and downs, but the ship has sailed smoothly for the most part. I almost feel guilty for wanting to sleep with another woman in my dreams, but it is a dream after all.

I finally cleaned out the first floor utility closet in our apartment. I found a box of my grandfather’s belongings that I had been looking for. He passed last April. This box of old war medals and gold coins is the only thing I have of his. I was fortunate enough to land some photos of him and I from when I was a child as well. As I am strolling down memory lane, I hear a car pull into the driveway. I look out the blind to see that it is Eileen. She enters the apartment in tears.

“What’s wrong babe,” I ask.

“Is there something you want to tell me, Jerry?”

“No….I mean, I cleaned out the utility closet today.”

“No, Jerry! I mean do you want to tell me who you have been fucking!?!”

“What the fuck are you talking about Eileen?”

“I had a follow up appointment with Dr. Holloway today.”

“Yeah...and?”

“Well I was hoping you could explain to me how I have fucking chlamydia, Jerry?”

“I don’t know Eileen. That sounds like a question you could answer yourself. Who have you been fucking?”

“Just you, you sorry piece of shit!”

“Hey, fuck off Eileen! I know damn well where my dick has been! You are the only woman I have been with in real life.”

“What the fuck does that mean? Real life?”

“Look...I had a dream a couple of weeks back where I had sex with a woman, but IT WAS ONLY A DREAM! So before you get even more bent out of shape, just let the fact that IT WAS A DREAM sink in a bit.”

“So wait a minute....you expect me to sit here and believe that some bitch in a dream gave you chlamydia? How fucking stupid do you think I am Jerry?”

“I don’t think you are stupid Eileen! I am telling you the damn truth though. Maybe there is something you aren’t telling me?”

“I have no reason to lie to you Jerry. I wouldn’t be freaking out on you like this if there was another person I could have gotten it from.”

We both sat and endured an awkward silence.

“You know what, said Eileen. “I think I am going to stay at my Mom’s for a while.”

“What the fuck Eileen? I swear I am telling you the truth babe. Please…”

“I am sorry Jerry, but I don’t believe you. I CAN’T believe you.”

Eileen rose to her feet and headed to the bedroom to pack. I sat in the recliner, completely blown away by current events. I dreaded every moment I sat there, alone with my  thoughts.

How could this have happened? There is NO WAY I could have caught it from the lady in my dream? Right? Eileen is full of shit! She knows she fucked somebody else. Probably that bartender dude from her job. I have seen the way he looks at her. Fuck that guy! This is some bullshit! Please don’t leave Eileen, please baby. There has to be a reasonable explanation for all this. Yeah, you fucked another dude! There it is! No, she would never do that to me. WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING!?!?!

I heard the bedroom door close upstairs and the sound of footsteps. Eileen came downstairs with her suitcase and a duffle bag full.

“I am just taking my clothes and the essentials I need. I am leaving everything else. I will be at my Mom’s. I love you, Jerry.

She began to choke up a bit. Trying her hardest to fight back the tears.

“I just can’t trust you anymore. I can’t continue to live a lie. I wish you the best.”

“Eileen...babe.”

“Bye, Jerry.”

She leaned down to kiss me on the forehead and exited promptly. And just like that, she was gone.

I continued to sit in the recliner, devastated by what had just happened. I love Eileen. I never would have cheated on her. My sadness quickly turned to anger, then back to sadness. I was a mess. I made way to the kitchen. I poured myself a whiskey and coke, strong on the whiskey. I drank the whole glass before I even left the kitchen. So I made another...and another.

I plopped back down in the recliner. I took my phone off the charger. No missed calls or notifications. I turned the ringer on silent. I did not want to be bothered for the rest of the night. Yawning as I turned on the tv and started scrolling through Netflix. I settled on a movie that looked like it may have quite a bit of violence in it. Violence is good. I like...that...violence stuff...or whatever.

Her soft, ivory skin illuminated under the moonlight as she made her way up the hill…




Written By: Shawn Baker

Thursday, September 28, 2017

OXENFREE Pt.1 (Full Game)




What's up Guys?

It's almost October, and I'm gearing up to play every self-proclaimed horror game I can find. Starting this series off with OXENFREE, which is free right now for XBox Live Gold members.

With these horror Playthroughs, you won't hear as much commentary from me. Doing my best not to kill the mood.

Previewing more 'free' games this week, as we check out the Raiders of the Broken Planet prologue. -- Watch live at https://www.twitch.tv/ccdubya
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